Finding temperance

I'm beyond fear now,
beyond propriety,
Quitting now -
I wouldn't know how,
or where,
or when.
I'm deadlocked
in my
sobriety.

Madness again, and yet all new
And I wish I'd known!
There's no universe -
just you,
and my turbulence
And God is not picking up the phone...

Because my questions are yet to be mouthed
And your answers are there, yet unrevealed.

The truth can't be cancelled,
Because God HAS answered
It's just that my line was busy...